Sunday, June 12, 2005
2nd day alone . not a single call or sms from my darhling . fed-up . not really . i'm tiredd and boredd . =when are uu coming back . come back quick please . u stupid dumdum . i miss u alot u know . but ure no where to be seen . ure not to be forgiven alright ? humph .
lets talk bout my day . hurr .
well . i sweep and mop the floor today . its pretty clean . so proud of myself . =]
and i washed the toilet . i washed my dirty bags . the one darh bought for me from 37 degrees and my espirit bag . i scrubbed it clean alrighty ? LOL . well . i'm sucha a good girl today . =]
then i waited for hours and hours for my turn to use the computer . and i feel asleep . when i woke up from lala land , it was already 7pm . hahas . i headed on to do my programming assignment . rawks man . took some ideas from the textbook . =) hahas . i hope i do well . tmr i'm having a open book test which i think its very lame . jeremy is my test partner . cus he's gonna flip to whatever page i'm flipping too . cus he wanna copy . stupid . darh shoot him down kies . humph . joanna and sylvia are still abit attitude thingy . danny and jeremy says they are childish . well . i dun care . i hate every single bit now . =\ sean is still insulting barney . i'm still ranting away . maple still rawks . i'm lvl 33 , 70 % now . my archer defamed someone again . cus he's such an arse . humph . and denn . my cleric has earned my 400k . 100k more and i'll be heading back to victoria again . cus i'm rather boredd with ossyria . -____-"
darh can u come back soon . how i wish u can read my post . but ure not reading it yet ! humph . i hate alvin for asking u to go camp . how i wish i can whack the hell outta him for snatching u away from me . called u . and he said ure in the toilet . and carn u call me back ? whyy carn u reply my sms . issit so difficult to spare a min to reply me . u arsehole . -____-" i cry le den u know . u stupid boyy . i'm going to sleep now . i dowan to call u . cus u disappointed me GREATLY . humph . night dummie . =\
10:00 PM
Saturday, June 11, 2005
heya ! qi is here to update for her special darhling . so sweeet . =]
darh is in camp . i miss him alot . he wants me to help him update he's blog cus he's keyboard is spoiled again . see darhling . notti boy . alwaes spoiling ure keyboard . i shall get u a new keyboard for ure christmas present okies ? [ CONSIDER only . ]
hee . smart qiqi . shall talk bout my day first . -SMILES -
hahh . well . woke up at 8.30am . so early . i think i'm jus so used to waking up early . watched tv . -____-" den i went back to sleep . woke up at 11am .. hurr . hahas . played maple !! wheees . so fun . prepared and headed to serangoon . hahas . MTV production . wheees ! well . went for the course . my group members were xiaojun , jonathan , bingshun and junwei[outsider] hahas ! at 1st we were kinda irritated with junwei cus he kept meddling with the laptop and camera . hurr . well then he became our camera man and editor . LOL . den he turned out to be a nice person . LOL . becus he does all the WORK . wheees . well . our film shooting rawks . hahas . its a 1 minute video . if ure interested i might let u see if i'm in a good mood . =]
wahahas . bad girl . well . pj is upset again . but nvm . *kisses and huggies* fifa is jealous again *bish bish bish* muahahahas . too bad fifa . if u cry maybe i'll kiss and hug u too . =well . anyway . after that we decided to eat at delifrance cus they said pj wanted to . we were ABOUT TO EAT KFC U KNOW ! humph . deprived of KFC . i dun care . darh when ure back i wan a KFC treat . humph . den after delifrance i headed home . -____-" it was 9.45 already . gawd . didn't know the time passes so fast . hmm . and now i'm sitting here missing my darhling . whyy ? cus he's in camp . n he's going to sleep so soon . nvm . goodnight darhling . i lorve u so much . and u know what i found a new way to counter-attack bingshun . cus he always say u dun love him . well i told him . kenneth loves fat girls . but he's too skinny . and he's only a 3/4 girl . so he carn win me . thats my strategy . wheees . bingy is jus so dumb . wahahas . i'm glad my darhling lorves me and NOT bingshun ! wheees . such a lucky lil princess i am . lorve darh . =]
10:49 PM
Thursday, May 26, 2005
oook. iam back to blog. in school now..i guess qi isnt caring much abt me anymore. she just cant be nicer to me. darn it la. pissing me off. bet she wun read my blog at all. why would she. lol. back to class now. chow
1:35 PM
Monday, April 11, 2005
ooh. kenneth leong is here to complain again.
guess my blog is meant for all the negative stuff. =)
first of all. congrats to me. for i failed 2 out of 3 modules. cant fail the supplementary papers though. if i do. iam out of TP. cool. lol. arghs. have to push myself more. i hate those maths and physics. arghssssssss. and my mum is pushing me to go for tuition. lol. i hate tt tutor. big scum.
well. i cant stand it when ppl cant hold promises. i've forgiven u so many times. why cant u learn to keep them ? are u trying to make me happy for tt moment tt u really can keep promises then break them ? u think i wont mind at all for i will still forgive u in the end ? can u stop taking me for granted ? i dont care whether the matter has to be done no matter wat promise u have made to me. its been too many times u have been doing this. i cant take all these nonsense already.
qi. i dont want to hear apologies. can you let me trust u again ?
3:48 PM
Tuesday, April 05, 2005
damn . dunno wat iam doing here in the middle of the night...why did u msg me such weird stuff ? i dunno the answer myself either. so dun ask me. arghs. gonna work like mad these few days. money. i need money. no money = boredom = cooped up at home = temperamental. simple equation aint it. arghs..i have other probs besides tt. oh well. small matter. i am just in a state of confusion. qi. how bout if i ask u tt question instead. do u have a clear answer urself ? how much do u count as lesser ? how much do u count as more ? how do u go about estimating it ? u make me love u but of cos u turn the the situation ard sometimes by doing nonsensical stuff. u say everyone has their flaws. right. so why dont i go around scolding everyone ard me but only u ?
want me to answer tt for you ? i guess i dont have to. even if i have to. it would only sum up to to 2 simple words. i care. but to make matters worse i end up placing more stress on myself, and with stress i get sick and tired of the relationship. we've given ourselves so many chances..cant we make this good ? or are we just not able to treasure wat we have ? u have so many things to hold back, so many things to lament abt, so many things u cant seem to put behind u..
what can i do to help u ? would u tell me ? would u stop crying and think more often than tt ? how many things can u help me to understand and not just snub me off ? can u help me ? pls ...can u help us ?
2:36 AM
Wednesday, March 23, 2005
ok. finally a new entry after eons. well well. happy to have attended the Senior Youth Ambassodors camp. so fun man..hhaa..especially paintball and well..pillow-fight. not tt its in the programme la..ahaha. it was a self-planned activity on the last day b4 checking out. haha.
arghs. shall start lamenting abt my day i guess.
lols. woke up early today. abt 9 bahs..someone from the hdb coming down to giev a valuation of my house..lol. for those tt dun noe....iam moving...from ang mo kio to sengkang..yepps..will miss amk lots..cause i wun be able to get to cdc as easily once i move...*cries*.
alright..turns out tt hdb person came at abt 12. so tmd. made me wake up so early..
tried to play maple but to no avail. have no idea why also..they just wun let me in..so i decided to take a *yawns* nap.................
then in the evening someone had to come pick a fight with me. you know who la huh. like i dunno wats the prob now. i really had enough of quarrels. and like wat the heck. ure always the one talking abt break ups. u really want it dont u ? if u want it u can tell me straight in the face. i wun give a second hoot abt u. tts right. iam hopping mad now. grr.
if u dun mean it u better not say it.
and remember. its a sentence quoted from u.
off for dinner. nothing in this world shall spoil my appetite for food. grr.
8:32 PM
Wednesday, December 29, 2004
alright....
everythings's fine now...
at least for now...i hate it so much to have to quarrel everytime it happens and it seems to be the same problem everytime.
anyway..its over for now...oh well..darhdarhs seems sick...though she told me she wasnt over the phone... hate it....cant look for her today or tmr.... i have lessons till 5..and she is working full shift...no dinner and i cant see he home as well...
well..at least she has her friend to see her home from sat onwards. no need for me i guess.....lol *laments* friday is the only day le. haiz. i hate lessons today. started at an unearthly hour ..its like 8a.m lor..............i have to wake up at 6..and leave my house at 7...i was still late..lol..sucks to the core.
bwahaha...cheryl n sochen's presents are still with me. gave the prezzies to nat , p.j and fifa le..hmm..anyway...its my break now...hafta go for lunch le..might update in the night or smth...hope darhs reads this soon enough...
darhs...call me alright ? =)
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1:28 PM
