Wednesday, October 20, 2004
For You..
darhs..
iam not angry..i just didnt want to quarrel with you..thats all.
its not that i dun understand that you are stressed or anything but those thinsg that u deal me with put me in a spot. its so nonsensical that we are quarrelling over this alright..but the fact getting scolded for nth was smth i couldnt take..maybe once or twice..or after you told me u were feeling stressed..
its not a sensitive sweet innocent girl i want..stop imagining things..its just you i want..
whats with you dun need me at all ? whats with you're never reasonable ? whats with you and your "wad hurts me da most is dat u carn even understand i'm stressed " ? is understanding smth like getting scolded by you and being your chu qi toing for so many times and it ends up with being my fault ?
you promised you would change..i saw the effforts..i really did.
but if its stressing you up so much so that its hurts the both of us..i rather it not happen...
please..
i dun want every quarrel to be settled just by not talking things out with one another for a few days and the we are back together again..why cant we ever get to the root of the problem ? its never a problem thats lies with one of us only..its both..i dont know what you want from me..and you dont know what i want from u ..maybe fate has screwed up and we met too early or smth...i dont know..iam not going to talk to you now..i dont want to stress you up again..
you tell me when u feel best to talk to me...
i'll be waiting for you to talk to me abt it..
Loves Chechi
Kenneth
8:30 PM
