Tuesday, November 16, 2004
iam finally back to blog again..
and iam blogging to relieve my burden....
iam having lots of mixed feelings abt this matter...
after reading darhs's blog...i really felt very lost..n kinda disturbed..arghs....lets name some shall we ?
1) yes.. i want her to be happy and do things she likes.
2) yes.. to her freedom of choice to watever religion as long as it is christianity
3) yes.. i will want to follow her to where-ever she goes to..or more or less try to know more abt it
but..
1) no.. cause the people hurt her last time.
2) no..as she misses the life there without giving a try for cathocism
3) no.. cause i dun understand why she says having regrets while trying to convert when she havent even tried
4)no.. iam just afraid of losing her ..for no apparent reason..
dunno la..tts roughly wat iam feeling now..i've talked to her n stuff...but she says there are still some things she didnt tell me..only thru a letter in which she will pass me tmr...
dunno...just some farni thoughts going thru my mind now...
its not provoking u darling..iam just stating some of my feelings n thoughts now..
hope u understand i have my own thinking too..but am not influencing u with it...
Dear God...
you lead the way for her alright ? still young..lots of time..lots of chances..
oh ya..pls get rid of tt farni feeling in me ? its irritating ..
Loves Chechi
Kenneth
3:36 AM
