velocity of lurve

2005-06-12T22:00:00.000+08:00

2nd day alone . not a single call or sms from my darhling . fed-up . not really . i'm tiredd and boredd . =when are uu coming back . come back quick please . u stupid dumdum . i miss u alot u know . but ure no where to be seen . ure not to be forgiven alright ? humph .
lets talk bout my day . hurr .
well . i sweep and mop the floor today . its pretty clean . so proud of myself . =]
and i washed the toilet . i washed my dirty bags . the one darh bought for me from 37 degrees and my espirit bag . i scrubbed it clean alrighty ? LOL . well . i'm sucha a good girl today . =]
then i waited for hours and hours for my turn to use the computer . and i feel asleep . when i woke up from lala land , it was already 7pm . hahas . i headed on to do my programming assignment . rawks man . took some ideas from the textbook . =) hahas . i hope i do well . tmr i'm having a open book test which i think its very lame . jeremy is my test partner . cus he's gonna flip to whatever page i'm flipping too . cus he wanna copy . stupid . darh shoot him down kies . humph . joanna and sylvia are still abit attitude thingy . danny and jeremy says they are childish . well . i dun care . i hate every single bit now . =\ sean is still insulting barney . i'm still ranting away . maple still rawks . i'm lvl 33 , 70 % now . my archer defamed someone again . cus he's such an arse . humph . and denn . my cleric has earned my 400k . 100k more and i'll be heading back to victoria again . cus i'm rather boredd with ossyria . -____-"
darh can u come back soon . how i wish u can read my post . but ure not reading it yet ! humph . i hate alvin for asking u to go camp . how i wish i can whack the hell outta him for snatching u away from me . called u . and he said ure in the toilet . and carn u call me back ? whyy carn u reply my sms . issit so difficult to spare a min to reply me . u arsehole . -____-" i cry le den u know . u stupid boyy . i'm going to sleep now . i dowan to call u . cus u disappointed me GREATLY . humph . night dummie . =\

2005-06-11T22:49:00.000+08:00

heya ! qi is here to update for her special darhling . so sweeet . =]

darh is in camp . i miss him alot . he wants me to help him update he's blog cus he's keyboard is spoiled again . see darhling . notti boy . alwaes spoiling ure keyboard . i shall get u a new keyboard for ure christmas present okies ? [ CONSIDER only . ]
hee . smart qiqi . shall talk bout my day first . -SMILES -
hahh . well . woke up at 8.30am . so early . i think i'm jus so used to waking up early . watched tv . -____-" den i went back to sleep . woke up at 11am .. hurr . hahas . played maple !! wheees . so fun . prepared and headed to serangoon . hahas . MTV production . wheees ! well . went for the course . my group members were xiaojun , jonathan , bingshun and junwei[outsider] hahas ! at 1st we were kinda irritated with junwei cus he kept meddling with the laptop and camera . hurr . well then he became our camera man and editor . LOL . den he turned out to be a nice person . LOL . becus he does all the WORK . wheees . well . our film shooting rawks . hahas . its a 1 minute video . if ure interested i might let u see if i'm in a good mood . =]
wahahas . bad girl . well . pj is upset again . but nvm . *kisses and huggies* fifa is jealous again *bish bish bish* muahahahas . too bad fifa . if u cry maybe i'll kiss and hug u too . =well . anyway . after that we decided to eat at delifrance cus they said pj wanted to . we were ABOUT TO EAT KFC U KNOW ! humph . deprived of KFC . i dun care . darh when ure back i wan a KFC treat . humph . den after delifrance i headed home . -____-" it was 9.45 already . gawd . didn't know the time passes so fast . hmm . and now i'm sitting here missing my darhling . whyy ? cus he's in camp . n he's going to sleep so soon . nvm . goodnight darhling . i lorve u so much . and u know what i found a new way to counter-attack bingshun . cus he always say u dun love him . well i told him . kenneth loves fat girls . but he's too skinny . and he's only a 3/4 girl . so he carn win me . thats my strategy . wheees . bingy is jus so dumb . wahahas . i'm glad my darhling lorves me and NOT bingshun ! wheees . such a lucky lil princess i am . lorve darh . =]

2005-05-26T13:35:00.000+08:00

oook. iam back to blog. in school now..i guess qi isnt caring much abt me anymore. she just cant be nicer to me. darn it la. pissing me off. bet she wun read my blog at all. why would she. lol. back to class now. chow

2005-04-11T15:48:00.000+08:00

ooh. kenneth leong is here to complain again.

guess my blog is meant for all the negative stuff. =)

first of all. congrats to me. for i failed 2 out of 3 modules. cant fail the supplementary papers though. if i do. iam out of TP. cool. lol. arghs. have to push myself more. i hate those maths and physics. arghssssssss. and my mum is pushing me to go for tuition. lol. i hate tt tutor. big scum.
well. i cant stand it when ppl cant hold promises. i've forgiven u so many times. why cant u learn to keep them ? are u trying to make me happy for tt moment tt u really can keep promises then break them ? u think i wont mind at all for i will still forgive u in the end ? can u stop taking me for granted ? i dont care whether the matter has to be done no matter wat promise u have made to me. its been too many times u have been doing this. i cant take all these nonsense already.

qi. i dont want to hear apologies. can you let me trust u again ?

hmm ? hee ? haw ? har....

2005-04-05T02:36:00.000+08:00

damn . dunno wat iam doing here in the middle of the night...why did u msg me such weird stuff ? i dunno the answer myself either. so dun ask me. arghs. gonna work like mad these few days. money. i need money. no money = boredom = cooped up at home = temperamental. simple equation aint it. arghs..i have other probs besides tt. oh well. small matter. i am just in a state of confusion.

qi. how bout if i ask u tt question instead. do u have a clear answer urself ? how much do u count as lesser ? how much do u count as more ? how do u go about estimating it ? u make me love u but of cos u turn the the situation ard sometimes by doing nonsensical stuff. u say everyone has their flaws. right. so why dont i go around scolding everyone ard me but only u ?

want me to answer tt for you ? i guess i dont have to. even if i have to. it would only sum up to to 2 simple words. i care. but to make matters worse i end up placing more stress on myself, and with stress i get sick and tired of the relationship. we've given ourselves so many chances..cant we make this good ? or are we just not able to treasure wat we have ? u have so many things to hold back, so many things to lament abt, so many things u cant seem to put behind u..

what can i do to help u ? would u tell me ? would u stop crying and think more often than tt ? how many things can u help me to understand and not just snub me off ? can u help me ? pls ...can u help us ?

blar..

2005-03-23T20:32:00.000+08:00

ok. finally a new entry after eons. well well. happy to have attended the Senior Youth Ambassodors camp. so fun man..hhaa..especially paintball and well..pillow-fight. not tt its in the programme la..ahaha. it was a self-planned activity on the last day b4 checking out. haha.

arghs. shall start lamenting abt my day i guess.

lols. woke up early today. abt 9 bahs..someone from the hdb coming down to giev a valuation of my house..lol. for those tt dun noe....iam moving...from ang mo kio to sengkang..yepps..will miss amk lots..cause i wun be able to get to cdc as easily once i move...*cries*.
alright..turns out tt hdb person came at abt 12. so tmd. made me wake up so early..
tried to play maple but to no avail. have no idea why also..they just wun let me in..so i decided to take a *yawns* nap.................

then in the evening someone had to come pick a fight with me. you know who la huh. like i dunno wats the prob now. i really had enough of quarrels. and like wat the heck. ure always the one talking abt break ups. u really want it dont u ? if u want it u can tell me straight in the face. i wun give a second hoot abt u. tts right. iam hopping mad now. grr.

if u dun mean it u better not say it.

and remember. its a sentence quoted from u.

off for dinner. nothing in this world shall spoil my appetite for food. grr.

2004-12-29T13:28:00.000+08:00

alright....

everythings's fine now...

at least for now...i hate it so much to have to quarrel everytime it happens and it seems to be the same problem everytime.
anyway..its over for now...oh well..darhdarhs seems sick...though she told me she wasnt over the phone... hate it....cant look for her today or tmr.... i have lessons till 5..and she is working full shift...no dinner and i cant see he home as well...
well..at least she has her friend to see her home from sat onwards. no need for me i guess.....lol *laments* friday is the only day le. haiz. i hate lessons today. started at an unearthly hour ..its like 8a.m lor..............i have to wake up at 6..and leave my house at 7...i was still late..lol..sucks to the core.

bwahaha...cheryl n sochen's presents are still with me. gave the prezzies to nat , p.j and fifa le..hmm..anyway...its my break now...hafta go for lunch le..might update in the night or smth...hope darhs reads this soon enough...

darhs...call me alright ? =)

Loves Fridge
Magnet

2004-12-28T13:11:00.000+08:00

heyheys...

ahah. yea. anyone miss me ? ahaha. iam finally back to blog. was too lazy too log on to the stupid blogger webby then wait one freaking minute for it to load and then enter my post. lol.

hmm. iam damn freaking bored la. this year's christmas sucked. to the core. there wasnt enough atmosphere to give me tt "holy" feeling. haha. lol. oh well. and i didnt really got to celebrate it properly with Qi. hate it. giordano sucks. lol. no offence dear. ahaha.

anyway it seems like their asking her to be their runner . seems to me tt she's always the one running about from outlet to outlet. like where's the transport fees ? one more nonsense from them and i am going down to make sure things go the right way instead of making Qi run like mad and getting totally drained out by the time work ends. or even before. and that isnt the way for her to gain experience. yea. cause the only experience will be the one where you see me shouting at the top of my voice at their in-charge.

oh well. nuff lamenting. kinda protective bf u got here. lol. hate it ? sorry..cant help it. cant stand the idea of u being taken advantage of. the straight side of cos.

whees.iam dead bored. iam piled with logic-defying maths . shucks. anyway...just recieved some farking bad news. why acnt she undersatnd tt iam so left alone ? why acnt u take money from ur mom and return her tonight ? so many freaking reasons . its always smth else during our dates. smth else more impt for u to do other than me. even when i've taken the initiative to ask u out . u would place smth else slap right in the middle of our date and say tt i cant undersatnd. once or twice no prob !

but its fucking so many times. stop thnking iam complaining since when have u spared athought for me ?

2004-12-06T01:59:00.000+08:00

wei.........

fridge..............

dun miss me la okies ?

but i'll miss u instead....

i love u alot........

wat else u wanna noe ?

=)

dun worry.....

i'll flirt with no one except u....

really really really !

dun believe arh...

cant do much can i ?

ahaha...

sochenda will be my witness..

k la.....

i love u...dearest fridge...

when u miss me jst look at our photo okies ?

=)

Loves Fridge
Magnet

2004-11-17T23:47:00.000+08:00

Life..

when has it ever been easy. never. 18 years have passed since first cry, but yet unable to achieve anything tt i can be proud of. maybe one... thats is to have her by my side. I have to admit..iam still not trying my best to do anything about it yet. i screwed up my sec sch life..now my poly..when is it going to end ? maybe someone should just slap me real hard in the face, tell me i just suck in the game of life.

thats so like me, lament, iam best at that. after lamenting i'll still be at square one.but thats just me..

arghs...iam just typing crap here..missing tt silly girl of mine now...i cant stop missing her .................she's going to be so busy after her exams..............still feeling a little sore after reading her letter...oh man..guess iam going to play some computer games to kill time...

Loves Chechi
Kenneth

2004-11-16T03:36:00.000+08:00

iam finally back to blog again..

and iam blogging to relieve my burden....

iam having lots of mixed feelings abt this matter...

after reading darhs's blog...i really felt very lost..n kinda disturbed..arghs....lets name some shall we ?

1) yes.. i want her to be happy and do things she likes.
2) yes.. to her freedom of choice to watever religion as long as it is christianity
3) yes.. i will want to follow her to where-ever she goes to..or more or less try to know more abt it

but..

1) no.. cause the people hurt her last time.
2) no..as she misses the life there without giving a try for cathocism
3) no.. cause i dun understand why she says having regrets while trying to convert when she havent even tried
4)no.. iam just afraid of losing her ..for no apparent reason..

dunno la..tts roughly wat iam feeling now..i've talked to her n stuff...but she says there are still some things she didnt tell me..only thru a letter in which she will pass me tmr...

dunno...just some farni thoughts going thru my mind now...
its not provoking u darling..iam just stating some of my feelings n thoughts now..
hope u understand i have my own thinking too..but am not influencing u with it...

Dear God...
you lead the way for her alright ? still young..lots of time..lots of chances..
oh ya..pls get rid of tt farni feeling in me ? its irritating ..

Loves Chechi
Kenneth

Happy Birthday Dearest !!

2004-11-10T01:40:00.000+08:00

first of all..Happy Birthday darhdarh !
second ... happy 5th mth dearie !

haha..she's asleep now..i just came back from marina bay..had some monstreous steamboat+grill ..had lotsa ppl there..hmm..kena saboh...had my face smashed in cake... $32 fly ! haha...tts not the point..haha...well..made us smoooch in front of all of them la......tiaoz....pai sei sia...hahha....well...tired myself out entirely today...didnt have a good sleep..but YES ! it was all worth it.. hey...heres out to all of ya whose presence made her b'dae celebration a wonderful one !

THANK YOU !

hmm..well..here's for u dearie ~!

hmm.

darhdarh..happy 16th birthday ! =) happy to be sixteen right ? haha..though u're older le..it only means u've grown wiser n matured u noe ! haha..k la..actually i was very happy yesterday..we celebrated our 5th mth together...so long le ... iam so glad u didnt give up on me..hope i didnt give u more worries as we grow old together..or no matter how many eugenes will come by ur way..u will still want me...i love you Qi ~!! had a good time yea ? =) tired le ...iam off to sleep peeps..nights !

special thanks....

^ alvin
^ weijiang
^ henry
^ zatan
^ hui ping
^ natty
^ p.j
^ fifa
^ ah beng
^ julius
^ nicole
^ weixuan
^ bingy
^ david (and the rest of the YA's tt i dunnoe their names..sorry ! )
^ terence n qianyu
^ melody n bf
^ shawn
^ gabriel

sorry if i left anyone out ! but thanks for coming ! =)

2004-10-31T01:16:00.000+08:00

oOohs...2nd day my parents are outta town !!

hee...had a super dee duper nice day today... woke up at abt 10.20 to fetch dearie to my house...went out at abt 10.35..haha...currently holding the record for myself to get ready in 15 mins..

haha..anyways ...took a slow bus ride to pasir ris and back home to fetch her..darhs brought along a few dvd to watch..well..i gave up watching after the dvd skipped frequently aat the 2nd piece..lol..so i took a nap whilst dearie fiddled with my com..ohh..sorry dearie..i dinnoe u felt bored...as a result i was short-changed of 2 hours...and she went off at 6 instead of 8..haiz..lonely me..

oh well...saw her home..went down to meet wj nat n henry...talked n chit-chatted..then we went off....henry came over to my place to watch soccer...and left at ard 1 a.m...haiz...so now left me..lonely again...typing my blog..hoping my darhs is here to accompany me..but she turned in early today..hmm..oh well..

iam blogged okies darling..haha..
bored bored bored.....off to kill time now...i still have 6 more hours to 8 a.m ... hahaha..bye !!!

Loves Chechi
Kenneth

2004-10-20T20:30:00.000+08:00

For You..

darhs..

iam not angry..i just didnt want to quarrel with you..thats all.
its not that i dun understand that you are stressed or anything but those thinsg that u deal me with put me in a spot. its so nonsensical that we are quarrelling over this alright..but the fact getting scolded for nth was smth i couldnt take..maybe once or twice..or after you told me u were feeling stressed..

its not a sensitive sweet innocent girl i want..stop imagining things..its just you i want..

whats with you dun need me at all ? whats with you're never reasonable ? whats with you and your "wad hurts me da most is dat u carn even understand i'm stressed " ? is understanding smth like getting scolded by you and being your chu qi toing for so many times and it ends up with being my fault ?

you promised you would change..i saw the effforts..i really did.
but if its stressing you up so much so that its hurts the both of us..i rather it not happen...
please..

i dun want every quarrel to be settled just by not talking things out with one another for a few days and the we are back together again..why cant we ever get to the root of the problem ? its never a problem thats lies with one of us only..its both..i dont know what you want from me..and you dont know what i want from u ..maybe fate has screwed up and we met too early or smth...i dont know..iam not going to talk to you now..i dont want to stress you up again..

you tell me when u feel best to talk to me...

i'll be waiting for you to talk to me abt it..

Loves Chechi
Kenneth

2004-10-18T11:30:00.000+08:00

arghs..

stupid holidays makes go mad..iam dying or boredom at home....lol...and iamalways going out with alvin n co. wahahha..stupid lamers..always bring me go play LAN...until i nearly lost my phone..wahah..or to be exact alvin's phone..

hmm..sorry dearie..but i just havent been accompaying them for a long long time le..sorry...
kabish* whacks myself..haha..

oh well...darhs is planning smth else for her b'dae...let her plan bah...=)
after all its her b'dae..i can only help ! =)

arh shucks..im damn freaking bored now.....here in cdc waiting for tt woman..wahaha..bored bored bored... !!!!!

2004-10-13T01:50:00.000+08:00

its been an awful day...
woke up at abt 11 today...
washed up..went to help my mum with smth..then went to meet alvin they all...

ahaha..as usual...we played Command and Conquer Generals..edwin and i played against alvin n weijaing and we won..muahahah..

then i went to fetch darhdarhs from tuition...decided to go cdc together...oh well..half-way thru i dunno wat went wrong but she threw my hand away..feeling a little sad i walked away at a slightly faster pace hoping she would come back to grab my arm...but i guess things dun happen the way u want them often..kept extremely queit thru the trip to cdc...she tapped me to wake up after i dozed off on the bus...and i pulled her away after she some guy nearly blocked her way..guess we werent angry..just playing attitude with each other..lol..things do happen sometimes i suppose...after all..this kinda quarrels are a small case compared to the ones we had before..

hmm.aiyah..we'll be okay i guess..after we talk it out or smth...she'll still be my sweeet little girl...and i'll still be her boring old pigg...haha...i love u darhdarhs...wat fell down and cannot stand up ? i made u fall..and i'll pick u up..to let u stand tall again..(not as tall as me ...wahaha)

=)

ahahah....k la...i love you...

O'levels coming soon le !!

God will bless u with all the determination, strength, will power, and intelligence to make sure u do well..beleieve n u will recieve !! u put in so much effort..iam sure u gonna do well !! i'll be right behind u !!!

Loves Chechi
Kenneth

2004-10-10T18:55:00.000+08:00

yo yo yo..haha..ok ..iam mad..

hmm...had a boring day today...woke up early and had to attend church...then went home to call darhdarhs..but she was kinda busy..or rather distracted....so i decided to call her later...

oOoh...i went to IKEA...found some nice furniture there...planning for my new room by next year...=)

haha..darhdarhs was mad yesterday...wat look under the table ..toilet bowl for me...lol...hhaha..i missed u too..tmr tmr...we'l go have lunch together okies ? =)

hmm...she abit stresseed with stuff la...pls ppl...she had enuff..so stay away form her if u think u have some nasty stuff to tell her...

arghs...iam so worried for my results..i betetr pray hard i pass..or rather pass the sub paper ..lol..okies okies...tts all for today..

see ya ..

Loves Chechi

2004-10-06T23:13:00.000+08:00

ooh..haiz..finally saw darhdarhs after so long..i mean..i dont wanna quarrel with her..but ya..she just never realised the way she talked to me wasnt nice...well..to me at least..haiz...nvm la..

its over~

=)

hmm..i really missed her...but i wanna slap myself..seriously..haha..cause i didnt tell her i did..

arghs..i typed one whole lot..but deleted it all cause i have no idea wat iam driving at..lol..wahahaa.....

k la..iam damn tired...

*yawns..*

darhdarhs...i love you...
sorry i neglected u yahs ?

=)

Loves Chechi
Kenneth

2004-09-30T23:46:00.000+08:00

hoo ha !

whees....exams suck...iam stresssed over it now..oh muther farking exams...u just burn my day..gRrrrr...hmm...went to meet up with darhs after her sch and we went to siglap to have lunch ..she wasnt supposed to eat la..but..haha..she cant resist the temptation of eating popcorn chicken..hahha...hmm.then we studied abit..and i sent her off to tuition..

haiz...then the poor me went to edwin's uncle hse to study...piang..its at tanah merah..left my bag there and went back to siglap to fetch my dearie..then i sent her home...and came back to edwin's hse again..lol...studied abit again..then left for home lor..how boring can my day get..crap..exams is the farking spoiler..lol..oh well..to hell with it...hmm..anyway..have some msges for some peeps..

fifa ->
heys mei2..ehs..no matter how u change..i'll support u...but u must remember..dun hold back ur inner self..because tts often wat makes a person beautiful..iam sure a guy will come along ur way ! u can be mature too..by displaying logical thinking and help..u can always be tt cheerful n bubbly sister i noe..*smileS* hmm..and yea..u wun lose pj..no matter wats happening ard her or u..u 2 are great friends..never let things hinder a great friendship..iam sure u 2 can sit down n talk abt problems like any great friends would right ? =) must come look for me or qi if u have any probs okies ? take care !

pj ->
heys mei2..hmm..i noe ur stressed with lotsa stuff...tt gurl..friends..and so many other stuff..i may not understand wats going on after what u have told me..but heys..a solution may seem right at this moment..but u have to bear the consequences if it goes wrong in the end..i hope u know wat iam driving at..do talk to me abt it okies ? u dun have to bear it all to urself..i can share ur burden too...urs n fifa's...qi n i are here to help...dun hesitate .. want to cry also can call me..want to laugh also can...here to share fifa's n pj's up n downs ! whu ask me to be ur kor rights..=) take lotsa care !!

and to my darhdarhs !! - >

hey darling..sorry i've been cold towards u or negelcting u one way or another..just stressed with my exams..i'll be fine after it.. =) and yes...i'll be everything u need..heaven n earth be my witness( sounds familiar eh..? hehe) there's smth i realised..tt u may appear cold on the outside..mean at times..or even hostile (lol..)..all this i understand why..shh..hush hush..i love u..and i know u do..lets not say more..because its ur same old boring kenneth that always says the same stuff over n over again...haha...but this time its really true .. heehee.. i really want to see our first yr coming...and to see more n more in the future..haha..iam greedy for ur love..so dun keep ur "i love u" to urself la ! let me hear how much u love me !! cause i just love tt feeling so much.. =)
heres a big one out for u ....

I Love You !!

Loves Chechi
Kenneth

2004-09-21T23:24:00.000+08:00

okies...hmm..went to sch as usual today..hmm..during break..i went to TM with my edwin, jia lin,
zhi feng etc.....lol...had my usual beef noodles...had dessert..then we passed by the shop selling all the diff types of sour plums...hehe..decided to buy some for darhdarhs..she likes it mahs..haha..i actually bought 200g de..but the lady heard wrongly and just gave me 100g nia..oh well...dun want darhs to eat too much too..her stomach isnt tt strong..always having stomach aches de..must take care arh dearie..

hmm...then we passed by those accesories shop and i remembered qi hair band spoiling le...arghs couldnt find the pink ones she lent mei chin...tiaoz...nvm..went back to sch first..finshed lessons then went to buy it at mini-toons..well..not the one she wanted..hope she likes it..

hahha...i gave darhdarhs a surprise when i went to pick her up when i wasnt supposed to..lol..hmmm.sent her home.then here iam now....typing my blog...well..darhdarhs sleep le...so am i...chows guys..

Loves Chechi
Kenneth

2004-09-20T23:05:00.000+08:00

heyheys peeps..hmm..darhdarhs sleeping now le..iam kinda bored le..lol..
haiz..nearly quarrelled again today..dunno la...haiz..she tot i angry then she show me tt angry face ..so whose fault was it anyway ? i guess both of us la..haiz..dunno when we can have tt muo qi tt we noe we are just joking nia lor...

well..guess tt will take some time..arghs...my main exams coming le..must passs..or i die ...lol...darhadrh exams more impt than mine lor...God shall bless her with all the determination, strength, and luck she can get...muackx..love u darhdarhs..i know u can do it de !!

love can be a wonderful thing..but it stresses u up as well..afraid tt u might not meet tt person's expectations..afraid of losing them especially after a big quarrel..iam kinda in a dilemma..i want to give her all i can ..to make her feel happy, loved, and with less burdens..but iam always doing the contary..i know she's tired of some of my behaviour..well..so am i sometimes of hers..but oh well..its all abt giving n taking..but come to think of it..without her..life wouldnt have been tt meaningful..after all..she has become part of my life..being the up n downs .. understanding her..
and loving her all the time..and being loved back in return is the only thing i would ever want to have..

God...you sent her to love me..for me to hold on to..someone so close i hold dearest to my heart..
Qi..its u iam gonna live for..to work for our future..i'll not let u suffer for the next part of ur life..

life has been unfair...
but after u came into my life..
everything seems worthwhile after all...

Loves Chechi
Kenneth

2004-09-15T21:40:00.000+08:00

haiz..hello peepos.iam finally back to blog again..its been a hectic week for me..and iam still missing the amazing race event.wahaha..damn boring but fun...hmm..3 more weeks and it will be my semester exams le..iam so scared i'll flunk it and screw up my whole life like what i have been doing all along..haiz..i'll try la..if i ever were to repeat..i'll slap myself silly and get out of fucking TP. haiz..nvm..i'll stop lamenting abt tt..i'll just study and do my best...

hmm...darhdarh came to my hse today..arghs..so boring can..she watched rugrats on scv..lol...haha...i was abt to sleep then she tickled me till i couldnt..haha..lol...hmm..we left at 4.30..but i misplaced my keys..zzz..i looked high n low and finally found it somewhere near my freaking bag..piang eh...how blur can i get..hmm...sent darhdarhs to whitesasnds and treated her to the jap food there..hmm..ok la..not bad..then she went home...and i took 88 back home..though i was supposed to meet up with edwin to study..lol..too tired le la..
reached home,bathed then called darhdarhs..arghs..till her mummy came home and i had to hang up.bleahs..missing her so much..i wish our relationship wil last for a long long time..i was hoping to marry her anyways..see she want anot lor.haha..k la..off to write my diary and her letter now..byebye.

Loves Chechi.
Kenneth

2004-09-07T19:47:00.000+08:00

iam not going to make this fanciful in any way..
darhs..b4 u read this..pls..calm urself down..and pls dun speed read or anything . go slow...here goes....

Darhs,

Have u ever realised we always had never ending quarrels ? I came to terms with that quite some time back though its stressing on me some times. Its not that u arent meant for me or the other way around , but its the way we need to calm ourselves down to settle problems..

Throughout this three months , we shared so many ups n downs. We shared the best times together , and lots of bad too. Yesterday night , this matter just seems so insignificant but yet so important to me. Maybe u never realised iam a very sensitive person too , the words u use are sometimes too much for me to take , thats why i flare up or say heartless words to u.

Iam so sorry for making u feel even worse in ur darkest moments , iam sorry for all the hurt i've caused u , and iam sorry for not being to understand ur feelings all the time. For all these i deeply apologise. All the lies i told u about not being angry with you i still regret now. I should have told u how much it might have hurt me there n then to let u understand me better.

Iam really upset now , not with you , but myself. Iam selfish enough to want u the way i want this relationship so much that i've hurt u in the process.

Darhdarhs..this name i still hold dearest to my heart..I hope u know how much i love u , i dont want to lose you and i have no wish to make u sad or hurt any further..please accept my apologies this last time..

My sincere apologies..
Kenneth

2004-09-05T23:16:00.000+08:00

arghs...feeling damn pissed with something now...dunno wat is it also...damn it la...ok..nvm..

whees...darhdarhs came to my hse today..wahah..she was the first to reach..haha...cause i went to pick her up from pasir ris..yepyeps...then along came henry n edwin...piang eh~! they were supposed to study but ya...edwin played starcraft on my com..henry darhs n i played my super antique monopoly..arghs..kills henry~!! he bougth a hotel on both lands and made me n qi pay 950 bucks everytime we stepped on it..kaoz...go die la..wahahaa..hmm..my little darling is sick~!! anyway..lucky i enough tissues to let her use...lol..she seriously made a little molehill of tissues..lol..incredible..

hmm...i sent her home and went off to meet henry n my other friend at serangoon for dinner...wahha..but wat the heck lor...i ended up playing basket ball...perspired alot n i stink big time..lol..man...i miss my darhs badly today...haiz...missing someone is a terrible feeling..arghs...

haha..oh ya...i have a little sister now..ya...a little elephant..lol...haha..lol...hmm..very very tired...gotta go catch some sleep now...out~

darhs...take good care of urself kies ? will go fetch ya tmr...love ya...=)

Loves Chechi
Kenneth

2004-09-03T21:33:00.000+08:00

whoo...so fun....my friend sent me to the eunos bus-stop today..oh yea...and i think its so cool to learn how to drive..oh yea...once i get my license the first person i will drive around is my darhdarhs... =)

hmm...then i hurried down to cdc to meet my darhdarhs...well..tot she will be lonely..haha..but oh well..there's always someone faster than me lor...haha..nvm..omg..the new prawn noodles stall is damn zhan~! the chili is so omg..the soup is so omg too~!! waahaha..lol..must try...arghs..i think smth pissed my darhdarhs during the meeting la...i wanted to go pei her...but ya...got scolded by her..oh well...doesnt matter..heys..i care abt u kies darhs ? it doesnt matter if u cry in front of me anot kies ? i told ya i will be there for ya remember ? =) i love you so much..touch my heart..its beating for you every second of my life...

dardarhs...iam trying my best to be understanding ur feelings....iam so sorry i failed at that so far...sorry arh...

oh yea...fa pj...i know why both so stressed abt la...dun worry kies ? and fa...thanks for consoling my darhs wheni failed to do so arh...=) thanks a gazillion...

okok...chalet~! we will have our very own celebration for my darhdarhs..gonna have to work damn hard for money during my holidays..so ya..yep peeps...must come okies ? as long as u think u love qiqi as a friend u must come~!!!! (p.s - secret admirers can come too...tt is if u not scared i beat u la..lol )

nights darling..

=)

Love Chechi
Kenneth

2004-08-31T23:35:00.000+08:00

omg...iam really tired out these few days..ok..today's teacher's day...yeps..went back to sec sch for awhile..pon-ning my other lessons in the afternoon except for one tt i have to rush back to..whees..saw lotsa teachers...well..we were like creating havoc almost everywhere we went..wahaha...sure the teachers was kinda pissed with us la...lol...hmm...went to play pool with the bunch of guys..edwin henry n company...=) as usual..my longs shots kidna got more polished..wahaha...but i kinda lost concentrarion n kept losing..lol..really tired i guess...hmm...rushed back to sch at 3 to attend my last lesson at 4...haiz..he dragged the lessons for quite awhile..darhs came to meet me at the sch bus-stop kiess~! omg..it was meant to be a surprise..wahha.but...someone dunno where to stop must ask me...wahhaaha..damn cute..lol..yeps..she looks better with earrings on..but she has sensitve ears..lol..cant be wearing them all the time..wheess..she din not want to go home early today mahs..so i went out with her to PS..it was kinda nice for her to come pick me up anyways..swt little thing..hmm.had beef noodles for dinner..omg..like i just realised she loves beef noodles too~! waahaha..tootsie me..so long then know...dumb arse..lol..kies la..i was so tired i couldnt open my eyes alighting the bus just now...lol...so ya..my darhdarhs sleep le...arhaaha.u might hear me call her this sometime more often now..wahaha..dun bug us..arhaha..i just love to call her tt..wahaha..ok ok...love my darhdarhs..*kisses* sleep tight ..swt dreams..nights everyone~!

Loves Chechi
Kenneth

2004-08-30T21:57:00.000+08:00

heyheys..ok...i was supposed to update yesterday de..but ya..iam soOo tiredd already...so ya...iam updating now....well i tried in the afternoon.but the stupid library computer hanged while trying to publish it..and i had lessons to rush to..haha.lol..srry darhs..

ok~! sun morning.~!

well well....met up with darh2 in the morning at her hse...hmm...went down to whitesands for breakfast..and she studied a little there...dunno la..the stupid auntie there ..forbid us to use the bigger table...lol..irritating...hmm..then we went down to loyang point for lunch..haha...i was kinda broke la..so ya..took from darhs some cash and we bought 2 bowls of ban mian..lol...yepyep..then we went to the mac there to study..waahaha..but i was seriously too tired to study lars..i fell asleep for da first time...lol...we spent some time at the stairs ( oh yes...again..its nice ok..) ... =)

monday blues..

zzz..was nearly late for class again..lol..sians...couldnt do the practical today..lol..no mood to do it anyway..haiz...stupid day la..went for some burgers with edwin during lecture..yepyep..zz..stupid imtias...made me carry the stupid tripod home..its such a hassle lor..haiz...went to meet up with weijiang after sch at cdc...went to the indian temple near parkway to reckee...lol...had some katong laksa n rojak..yummy...spent too much today la...i paid for the cab anyway..stupid me..why did i volunteer to sit in the front ? haha..nvm la..wat to do..friends wat..i also dun wanna play gooseberry sitting with them.

hmm..then i rushed down to siglap to fetch my darh2 ...hmm...she seemed ok at first..but dunno why she just turned cold to me when she reached her home..worse..dunno wat happeend to her after i reached home..just so cold..i dunno..i know u are feeling down..everytime u are down.i just hope i could help..or maybe tell me ur probems..let me share the burden..pls...i feel so useless..

`please

tell me..
how much love u need...
to help free you from all ur troubles..

2004-08-27T23:40:00.000+08:00

heyheys....my biological batt is real low now..ahhaha..so i'll make this fast..short n sweet..haaha..yep..today was CNN day at sch...haha.forgot wat it stands for la..but its supposed to help raise funds for needy students..omg...alll the passage ways in every sch was so freaking jammed up lor..wat the heck...ok..joind the basketball competition la..my team hopes to win smth...but ya..i just wanna play only la...go there so chiong-ster for wat sia..haha..16 teams..knock-out match...lucky we won the first match..stupid lame team my opponents were anyway..lol..thrashed them 6-21...waahah..lol...yeps..but we lost the second round...up against a team of super pro-sters...all the spectacular finishings n lay-ups..omg...how to win ? lol..they are running machines man....nvm...haha..wat goes ard comes ard..got thrashed...haha..score ? 8-22.hmm.after tt went to cdc to meet up with my super cutie lovey cuddly darhs...hahah...yea..then she accompanied me for my lunner (lunch+dinner)..whoa..my fav..beef noodles..wahaha..then we accompanied nat to suntec to meet up with weijiang lors...haha..had a craving for food again..haaha..so we ate yoshinoya..omg...i ate so much lor..shiok man..haha..cause i never grow fat..n never have to worry bout weight..hehe...lol..yeps....then i saw darhs home lor..hhaa..tot could grab some sleep on da mrt..but no..had to stand all the way..haha...well...din really see her to her lift las...really too tired le laz...so i she told me to stay on the bus to go back all the way to interchnage lors..hees...tks darhs....for being so swt n considerate..=).
yeps...came back played GB with her n bong...and blogging now lor..arghs~!! sleep~!!! i need sleep~!!! oh ya..nat if u reading this..pls try to get more rest as much as possible~!!! nights peeps~!!!

Loves Chechi
Kenneth

2004-08-23T23:25:00.000+08:00

okok..iam back to blog again..the previous entry i didnt publish la...kept in my drafts..lol...couldnt finish typing tt night mahs..lol

hmm..today i suffered frm monday blues man...so tired..well..tried to listen in class..ok la...could absorb a little..phew..luckily my time-table shifted a little..instead of having a 3 hr break. . i had only 2 hrs..so ya..could go home earlier after tt final 2 hr lesson..but well..i owe my darhs mocha..tiaoz..wahha..so i went to wait for her to finish tuition..and sent her home..=)
with pleasure..haha..can see her ... whu cares whether i would return late anot..hee.

hmm..wahha...she's coming my home this wed..ok..she is there to study..but she might see my mum..wahha...so ya..dun worry la..she's a nice person..so ya..haha..

okok..well..played with her GB for awhile..and we won lots ok..wahah..and now she's off to sleep le..so am i..got early classes tmr..so ...chows....

Loves Chechi
Kenneth

heys brother...happy 18th b'dae..~!

2004-08-21T03:40:00.000+08:00

yoyo....ok iam finally back to blog...whees..just came back from henry's b'dae celebration...wah..damn shiok..drank/smoked a little...wahaha...iam high alright...ate the stupid mar la huo guo..whoo..not spicy dez..no kick~! hahaa..usualli get stomach aches after eating things tt are too spicy..so ya...this time never..lol..its not potent enuff~!! kemuahaha...omg...fang zhu ming's song - zhui dong ting damn nice...wahah..go listen darhs..jackie chan's son sing one..my words to u .. =)

hmm...after eating we waited for our special guests to come..wahaha..they brought cake to officially celebrate henry's b'dae..wahha..damn farni..we had this big grp of elder folks sitting some tables away from us...and we were trying to imagine whether we would be like this 50 yrs down the road..still trying to squash henry's face into the cake..waahha...then having a wheel-chaired guy chasing after one and other with walking sticks~! wahaha..lol...

yup..then we went up to the pub above the restaurent..played lots pool man...wahha..on form sia me....all the far shots i can get it in..wahah.got my darhs ard to support me mahs...haha..love her so much..we spent some quiet time outside the pub for awhile..enjoyed the scenery..hugged her lots..hmm...no one can take away tt night from me..not even my failing memory.. =)

yeps...the gals went home at ard 12..well...the guys ? wahha..we stayed till 2.30.. wahah...sang...drank...played..wahaha..hey bro..hope u had fun..and ya..for ur b'dae wish..i pray tt u'll find someone suitable for u..and she.finds u suitable for her..God bless..~!

k la...tts all for today..off to sleep les...

Loves Chechi
Kenneth

2004-08-17T23:13:00.000+08:00

heee...she looks kinda happy again today..so nice to see her smile again..heehe..well..supposed to only pass her some munchies this afternnon and go back to sch de..but ya..i pontang the 2nd time n i think might fail tt sub..lol..haiz...iam so dumb arghs..too late for regrets now..lol..anyway...henry's b'dae is coming~! wahaha..gonna help him celebrate at a pub we frequent..=) ..piang eh...qi hor...says she gona cook for me after her o'levels..hahah..say wat i see her no up..lol...haha..i believe u la..say wat cook steamboat for me..piang eh..u win le..haha..might as well go seoul garden u cook the meat for me ..faster..lol...haha..nahs..anything la..iam okay with anything...=)
haha..k la..i also damn tired le..zzz...wanna koon Le!! nights~!!

Loves Chechi
Kenneth

2004-08-16T22:36:00.000+08:00

ok..i did look for her just now..tried to talk to her..but she refused to say anything..i expected it..she just cried n cried..i couldnt control mine anymore either..i dunno whats going to happen next..i just hope she tells me something to re-assure me..nths wrong anymore..tt she ended the thing tt caused this upset..i dunno.. arghs..iam more settled now..compared to how i felt this morning..its far better..glad i get over things fast..

iam still waiting for her explanation tt she said i deprived her of..iam waiting..well..its a knot..so hard to untie..arghs..wrenching out my brain juices..

well..things got a little better after nat came...well..or maybe tts what i thought..i still dunno wats on her mind..she seemed to be smiling a little more..but after seeing wat she did to herself..i had nth to say..haiz..hope she understands why i blew up..why i did not give her a chance to explain cause i was too confused to handle things..haiz..leave it to fate, time n God..

Loves Chechi
Kenneth..

2004-08-16T13:25:00.000+08:00

`why ..

feeling very confused..not in the right mind to think abt the problem iam facing now..talked to bingy yesterday night..he was telling me all the reasons why she did tt..maybe i was a little overwhelmed by my emotions to comprehend what he was trying to tell me..i just wanted to know why...
she msged me lots n lots 5 in the morning..but i just replied her in a fit of anger..i swear it wasnt me anymore..i couldnt bring myself to sleep again..wat the fuck was i doing ? hurting her further when she felt bad enough ? felt like a total jerk..we quarrelled..well...over sms..we just kept blaming each other..i blamed her for doing tt to me despite telling her tt i would mind..and she blamed me for not giving her a chance to explain...i don't know how to solve this matter..but i have to..i dont want to let her go..and i know..neither does she..

here i am...blogging during my break time..well...i thought it thru..lets give ourselves time..darhs..pls..tell me what happened..i believe you have your reasons..i treasure this relationship..i know u do too..you've showed so much effort ever since..but now tt another problem has surfaced..we'll solve it together..lets give ourselves this chance to sort things out.

haiz...i might be going to look for her later after sch..i dunno if iam doing the right thing now..i just hope iam right..there's just too many misunderstanding..

Loves Chechi
Kenneth

2004-08-14T23:02:00.000+08:00

heyheys....today arh..woke up kinda early for a sat morning...hees..cause i wanna meet my darhs to study with her..well..first stop..her home..lol.

arghs...took 88 to pasir ris interchange..then changed to 359 to her hse bus-stop...apparently someone was doing chores la....took the clothes out to dry..lol..her mum damn bad la..everything also ask her to do..piang..yea..waited for her to come down and we took 359 (again...) to white sands~

second stop..white sands..

yea...reached white sands...darhs wanted to get bio guidebook o study...but realised its not opened yet..haha..not even 10 lor...haha..we then took the escalator down to mac to have our breakfast..well..she studied a little there..arghs..my pancakes tasted like sponge..soggy liao...eek..we went off as soon as it hit 11...had to get her book..and it was so freaking cold there in mac.. think partly cause the air-con there had free electric supply in the morning...lol..bought her book and decided not to stay in the freezer..

third stop..loyang point...

ok..we took 359 (and again..) from the interchange only to stop somewhere near loyang pt and had to walk in...ok.now i know..bus 3 n 358 goes in there too..lol..went to the mac there...(oh cruel fate..mac is everywhere..) and..yes..studied...blah blah blah..studied till 1.30..then decided to take our lunch at the food court there...zz...didnt wanna go back to study straight away la....so we decided to walk ard..arghs...they should change the name to louya point lor...nth to walk there..ended up in sheng shiong supermarket..supposedly selling cheap groceries..but had us packed like sardines in there...zz..smelled like someone had athletes feet in there..piang...out we go..ok...back to mac...(oh yes..iam lovin' it..) ok..then studied till 4 plus..think she got kinda restless...me too...cause i rested too much..lol...haha..yea..ok..enuff for one day..walked back to her home...

fourth stop..darhs home..(er..i mean the staircase there..)

oh lovely stairs..with walls decorated with peeling paint..( no tks to qiqi's itchy fingers) ...spent some time together there..zz...of all times then had to wash the staircase there...ended up with wet butt..lol...so nice to hug her~!! haha...love her ma..wat to do..haha...i love her...~!!! haiz...but time always had to be a spoiler...had to go home lor...

final stop...home..

arghs...so bored on da buss....finallly ..i can reunite with my second wife...hhaha..went online again...played GB with dearie n stupid bing bong..guess everyone wasnt in the mood to play bahs...darhs..was like spilling vulgarities everywhere...er...learn from me de ? lol...slaps2...bad example..lol...arghs...then called n talked to her b4 she slept...yea..and finally iam blogging now...tts abt all la...lol...iam tired too..so writing lotsa nonsense....lol...k la...kooon time~!!! buaiz...

Loves Chechi
Kenneth

2004-08-13T00:37:00.000+08:00

`Time
I've been passing time..watching trains go by
All of my life
Lying on the sand..watchng seabirds fly
Wishing there would be..someone..waiting home for me

Something's telling me..it might be you
Its telling me..it might be you
All of my life

Wondering how they met and what makes it last..
Looking back as lovers go walking past..
All of my life

If i found the place...would i..recognize the face..

Something's telling me it might be you..
Yeah..its telling me it might be you..

So many quiet walks to take..
So many dreams to wake..
And we've so much love to make..

I think we're gonna need some time..
Maybe all we need is time..
And its telling me it might be you..
All of my life..

I've been saving love songs and lullabies..
And there' so much more..no one's heard before..

Something's telling me it might be you..
Yeah..its telling me it must be you..
And iam feeling it'll just be you..
All of my life..
Its you..
Its you...

Maybe its you..
Maybe its you..
I've been waiting for all of my life...

Maybe its you..
Maybe its you..
I've been waiting for....all of my life..

darhs.
its you..i've been waiting for..
all of my life..

Loves Chechi
..Kenneth

2004-08-11T19:52:00.000+08:00

yeeha...lol..just back from playing GB with darhs n bingy..wahahaa..i did a 800+ grub shot~! wahah..lol..bing arh bing...u need intensive training ...hahaa..tiaoz lor..keep missing...hmm...supposed to stay at home to study today de...but went out to pei my dearie study at whitesand's mac..haha..lol..tried to do some of my maths..but haiz...cant...dunno how to do..zzz..i hate my maths..hmm..watched her study lor..haha..she kinda have a packed schedule...hmm..work hard ar kies ? u can do it de~!! i believe u can~! haha..guess wat..i just saw her mum today..well..she dunno me la..but wah liew..her mum dressing stylo milo sia.. zzz..nothing to say..qi arh..ur mum fashion statement sia..hahaa..lol..and yea..we finally found a way of getting strikes in nokia's bowling game...wahahah....once we set the perfect game high score i dun think we'll ever touch the game again..wahaha..lol...k la...tmr gonna send her to tuit n back...hee.cant wait to see her ...ahaha.okok..waiting for sg idol now..update another time..chows..

Loves Chechi
Kenneth

2004-08-10T21:45:00.000+08:00

yupyup...iam back from m'sia le...was freaking stuck at the malaysian customs last night for near 2 hrs...zzz..in-effective bunch sia..haiz....anyway...met up with darhs today...so happy to see her...i missed her like crazy back in m'sia...was thinking abt her all day lor...really...thinking of wat to buy for her...haha...i finally bought a pink purse for her..hahah...cause my mum said it was kinda nice..haha....then i became super broke...when i went to malacca from KL...i saw this super huge tigger...zz....then i realised i bought something wrong..arghs...to think i actually told her abt it..now she is like bugging me lor..arghs..haha..dunch worry la..i will buy for u de..haha..see..so good to u right..yea..then we went to CDC ..did some stuff..darhs did some studying..i did lotsa slacking..yea..haha.then we went to katong to have chicken rice..~! tiaoz..and it was very very expensive...zzz...nvm..shant tok abt it..haha..then we played bowling...heeheee...i got skill de ok..wahha.a little bit nia la...wahaa..want i can teach u ok ? but i not say very pro la...haha.*humblE* yea..i hugged her lots today...cause i really really missed her so much..and i took some photos with her~~haha...waited so long le..tks cheryl for her cam...send the photos to me fast~!! darhs might be getting her o'level chi results tmr...good luck ok ? ahaha..well...kinda pissed darhs off when she called me just now..cause i said something tt stressd her up..haiz...sorry dearie..but i dont want to tell u things to make u happy all the time..i really meant well..sorry..dunno she hung up on me or i went outta reception in the lift...anyway..she didnt pick up my call le..haiz..sorry la darhs..i really meant well..but if u dun like it..i wun say le la...sorry sorry darhs~~!!!

love ya all the same..i care for u ma....dun angry le kies ?

Loves Chechi
Kenneth

2004-08-06T00:00:00.000+08:00

yoyo peeps...decided to update my blog....cause i have nothing to do now..waiting for time to pass...waiting to set off to m'sia...haiz...gonna miss my darhs ...she so tired today...she din sleep cause of her back ache...and prob cause i made her pissed off too..haiz..how to leave her like tt...yea...i messed up our 1st n 2nd mth...shucks..dunno why always so sway..haaha..k la..anyway..she kinda forgive me le...hope so...i hate m'sia...arghs..darhs..hope u enjoyed ur day yea ? wearing the clothes i bought u ? hee...hope u like them...dun feel guilty that i bought them for u la....like i said..iam not well-off or anything..i just wanna give u the best i can..no matter how much i spend on u...money..time or anything...its all worth it.. ur love...tts all i need..all i want..i wont exchange anything for ur love.. not even my favourite things...i love u chechi...and i always will..if fate would have it..i would really want to be with u for my entire life .. thank you for trusting me again...telling me how u feel.. and being nice to me...hees...i just cant get enuff of ur love...

haiz..have to go now..darhs...remember to miss me k ? hahaha..lol..
chows....

Looves Chechi
Kenneth
(p.s --darhs.. take good care of ur back arh....i'll be back to help u massage.. =)

2004-08-03T20:18:00.000+08:00

hmm...so bored..my test week sia..i dunno wat iam still doing here lor...anyway...my test tmr sure fail de..no clue wat its all abt..haiz..anyway..nuff of da sad stuff....

hmm...well well....iam so happy today~!!! darhs made me a sandwich in return~!! wahaha...iam so touched...and i had tt for breakfast...heehee...its was kinda lika a surprise for me ..lol...i dunno why..but i feel tt we've grown closer over the days...so very very close~!! haha..i just love her...haha...if u guys havent noticed....she looks soOoOo beautiful with the pinkish cheeks~!!
haha...especially after she's been under the sun for too long....damn cute u noe...wahaha...damn..my blog's been very laggy these days..dunno why also..shucks..damn...i dun wanna go m'sia on friday~!! my parents forcing me to go with them...argh...damn...but i cant bear to leave my silly ger...yea...not even 3 days...tts too much for me...well...
qi...2 mths le wor...say short not short..say long also not long...but its been a wonderful 2 mths...even the downs tt we had..i'll treasure it.. my life has never been complete without someone like u to love me..u gave me love..so much so tt i cant ask for more...i wanna walk down the path of fate with u~!!!
*hUgs n kissEs*

Loves Chechi
Kenneth

2004-07-27T22:29:00.000+08:00

arghs...feeling sucky today..first time of my life i felt this way..zzz..dunno why also..next week is my term test le..kanjiong sia..dunno can pass anot...haiz..nth more to update le...iam missing my other half badly...i want to hug u so much now~~!!...haiz..but she sleep le..anyway..see ya...

Loves Chechi
Kenneth

thanks darhs....

2004-07-25T00:09:00.000+08:00

heya..just read ur blog....man..iam very touched ...i really felt tt u're beginning to treat me alot alot better..arghs...this woman just makes me go gaga....well...i like to take a bus with her..haha...cause i can hug her for a long long time....but...today's bus trip not purposely de arh....cause i also very sians..haha..so...no more 88 ~!! yea...iam not rich darling....but iam just using some of the money tt i have to let u have a nice time once in awhile....haha....but you should control my sepnding too..cause i spend mmoney without thinking de....haha..yea...spent 12 whole hrs together today..chiong-ster sia...haha...but well...we cant chiong like this anymore...our exams are coming le..study study study....well..after ur exams dear..we can chiong as much as we like~!!!....wahaha..lol..well...gotta sleep le...lastly...darhs...tks for ur effort ... u're treating me reAl~~ nice~!! i love u so much..but if u gotta scold me pls scold ok...hahaha well...gtg~~~ chows~~

Loves Chechi
Kenneth

drug allergy sucks..

2004-07-23T20:09:00.000+08:00

heya peeps....so boring sia...i've been trying to rest as much as i can to get rid of my sore throat n fever..but wat the heck...after eating my medicine yestreday night..i had a drug allergy...my face..[ ok ..laugh all u want..ha ha ha..] bloated lor...then went saggy...zzz...looked horrendous..hated the doctor...dunno wat farni medicine he gave me also...zzz...arghs...now feeling abit better le..not so swollen..haha...but i look chubby..haha...was supposed to watch Ella Encahnted today with my silly ger today de..ya...apparently i was with the bloated face n she had to go back to study...so qiao can..nvm la..she has to study...was trying to be considerate... =) ...

oh yea....yesterday was the briefing for the campfire on the 31st...hmm...very si bai i think..out the few hrs we were there....only 1/3 was the briefing lor...then the other 2/3 was all the peepos shouting n screaming...wat the heck lor...oh ya...but darhs was there..so yup..not too bad..hehe..was kinda sticky to her ...i was like everywhere she went..except for the toilet..hmm....just wanted to hug her lots n lots..yea..and i passed her a letter i wrote...hees...iam so happy she gave me a letter...yea...cause i said something wrong last time ..and she stopped writing to me le~~...but she forgive me le ~! haha.. iam beginning to understand her a little more day by day le...not to say quarrels...but it definately helped us to know each other better..yea...so farni...when i was seeing her home we saw her dad at the MRT station..phew...and i think he didnt see us ba.. otherwise i would be having dinner at her hse now..lol..hmm...wei...didnt hug u and give u a peck b4 u left yesterday..haha..now i hafta wait till dunno when le...maybe earliest is friday le...haha...i wrote lotsa stuff in my letter to her..hey...all are true u noe...all from da bottom of my heart..

hey...our 2nd mth coming le...cant wait for it to come...maybe u'll get ur piggy...hahaa...we'll see ... i hope we get to celebrate every mth to come in the future... i love u chechi~!!

Loves Chechi
Bloated Face Kenneth

2004-07-21T21:54:00.000+08:00

arghs...shucks...feeling so sick today..but have to cheng zhu~! cause i want to meet my darling at suntec later~! haha...yea...so excited..the fours hrs in sch just sucked..i was only thinking of meeting her..hees...lol..she seems alot happier...yea..hope u have gotten over those awful stuff...dun think so much ya ? hmm...bought her tt bag i promised her long ago...eeks...sorry for da delay arh...ur darhs broke ma...now got abit money le..so i buy for u first lor..hees...cause ur no. 1 in my heart~! haha...was kinda clueless where to go n wat to do..wanted to watch windstruck de..but no show avail lei....sians lor..such a nice show..dun stop screening leh..otherwise have to wait for vcd le..i wanna watch with my qiqi~! yea..my lovely princess..ur heart will be mended no matter wat happens..by ur frens ard u...and me...time is all we need..we will stand against the test of time ok darhs ? hey hey..i still owe u a piggy~! haha..sorry arh..i told u tt is ur b'dae de..i promised to save money de ar...so dun blame me arh...haha..k la...feeling terrible now...gona go sleep le..catch ya tmr....love ya..~~ZzZzzz

u're my sunshine after the rain~~

2004-07-19T20:28:00.000+08:00

heyhey~!!! ok...moody days are over..iam glad its being to be better now..i love her so much~!! cannot lose u Qi...

today arh....so sians...cause i tot qi still sad....so i also sad lor..haha...but alls fine now~!! i see a happier her...i know some things still bother her la..but i'll learn to understand her .. i willl~!!!
hey...firstly i wanna thank all the friends whu stoood by qi when she was down...like natty , sochenda , and all her friends...though i dunno all ur names...i wanna tk u all..i blanjah u all drinks one day.... :D....well....i finally recieved my long awaited pay...whee..my darhs no need suffer le~!!! haha...i stilll remembe ur bag hor~!! u better tell me wat u wana buy now hor..otherwise when i no money t ime u can eat wind together with me le..haha...lol....jk la...i will save money de...hee.
yea..i wanan tks some of my bros for consoling ...welll...not so much of help but..tks anyway..haha...love ya all...but no crush on me pls...i might just kick u in da face..lol...haha...ok la....off to play GB with my silly ger le~!!!
cheecheebombom~~

Love Chechi
Kenneth

2004-07-18T15:37:00.000+08:00

well...just reached home from work at 4a.m this morning....so was kinda sneaking back in without waking my paresnts up...yea..kinda lame...but apprently my dad woke up ..stared at me and went back to bed..haha...lol...yea...work was kinda fun...working for a event management company la...we were at a Heavenly Chef's banquet in suntec...yeah....well..there was abt thirty tables there...but guess how much it costs ? its a whooping 3800 Sing dollars per table..380 per pers0n~!!
yeah...then Alvin and i were like drooling when they brought the food past the console area where we work with the spotlights n music...zzz...hungry..and we only had dinner at 1 a.m...haiz..was kinda sad though..Alvin was playing with my phone and msged darhs with it la...yea...dunno wat he msg also la...i only saw a reply tt utterly shattered my heart..didnt feel like replying after tt..couldnt concentrate on wat i was doing after tt...Alvin was like apologising to me..but there was no point la...its was just uncalled for...

dearie...i love you no matter how much hurtful things u say to me...i may just seem so unrealistic at times..but...i just have a dream to work towards to..i noe i have hurt u b4..i believe we will be more settled down after awhile...hmm....work hard ok ? but dun overstress urself...=)

Loves Chechi
Kenneth

wheees .. qiqi here !! ahahahas ..

2004-07-16T21:15:00.000+08:00

bleahs .. heyheyz !! ahahahs .. darhs .. heees .. well read my blog lez bah ?? hahaas .. sorry .. i gonna be sooo busy .. might nt even have da time.. but i promise to keep Friday free for u .. !! (= bleahs .. i've been feelin so bad bout my resultz n studiez .. cuz it has juz simply drop so much .. i thought i cld handle it .. but infact i carn.. cuz i've once lost da motivation.. nw i've juz got it back .. i dowan to regret nt doin my best in my exams n stuff. frm now on.. i wanna do my best in my studies .. n earn myself a place in TP .. i dun carez lez .. arghs .. i see my resultz like dat .. i also wanna pengz lez ... heees .. forgive me .. bleahs .. i wun be online frequently lez .. set myself a time limit .. dun worry .. my hp will still be on !! ahahas .. actually datz all i wanna say .. hees .. love yaz ... tkcare ohkiz ?? (=
LovE
qiqi

2004-07-14T22:13:00.000+08:00

has life become a bore or wat ?! iam just freaking aimless~! played basketball with edwin n jia lin after sch ..was supposed to stop at 3 to go home..yea..but it ended up at 4...then had to take the long way home with edwin..yea..reached home at 5+..hmm...have been trying to call darhs since 11+..but couldnt contact her..told myself she should be sleeping after medication..but got kinda worried...so i asked nat to help me call her home..hhaha..suprisingly qi called me while i was toking to nat..lol...another case of telepathy between us..haha..yea..she sounds drowsy alright..hmm..toked to her for awhile b4 playing GB with her..damn...i should be studying for my test this friday..but..i just wanna pei her...miss her...alot alot alot alot alot alot...have u guys ever wondered ? its so amazing how a couple find can each other's hands without a single hint of wat we are going to do next..haha...telepathy..again..

that silly girl is still sick..God bless ya..iam gonna take care of you for the rest of my life..and so are u ~! haha...love ya darhs...get well soon ya ? *hugs n KisseS*

Love Chechi
Kenneth

omg...take care dearie~!!!

2004-07-13T22:14:00.000+08:00

lol...today...darhs had a high fever...zzz..horrifying temperature..38 degrees nearing 39 le..haiz..poor thing..i want to see her~!! tmr i must make time for her no matter wat..hopes she gets well soon..but she sure sounds more hyper over the phone then she should be..haiz...this friday maths test~!!! wat to do ?? iam so sucky at engineering maths..hee..i bought darhs the macdonald's doggy toy...lol..one only la...i not so rich....hope she likes it...its small la..so u cannot hug it dearie.lol...i still owe u ur piggy..lol haha..got small. medium . large size de...which one u want ? haha...eh...so long din see u can die lei...but i cant meet u too much also..must study hard for ur upcoming exam kk ? i dun wanna cause ur studies to drop..makes me feel bad u noe....then i ask u to study u ask me go away....haiz...just do ur best kkx ? want u to get ur dream course..and of cos.. see u at sch everyday...=) arghs...dunno wat to do now...feel so tired..but i drank alotta cans of coffee today...so abit nocturnal now..haha...ok..think i'll just stop here...take good care darhs...love ya..

Love Chechi
Kenneth

2004-07-12T23:40:00.000+08:00

hmm..mondays...the day i dread the most...the time-table is like wat-the-f***...i have an 3 hr break in the middle b4 having another one hr lesson and then i can go home....so lame can...i spent my lonely 2 hrs after lunch in the library hogging the computer..trying in vain to improve the blog my darhs made for me..hee..cause i learned alot abt web designing today..so..abit kanjiong to try out..if i can learn to make nicer ones...i'll make one for my darhs~!! lol...tt is if i can comprehend wat the lecturer is gonna teach next..lol..haiz..missing my darhs..can u imagine...i only saw her yesterday..but tt was like prison feeling lor..she was behind her window grilles..lol...iam missing her~~!!! friday...can u switch roles with tuesday...lol...haha..so busy this few days..hardly talked to her..except over the phone la...man...tts not enuff~!!! arghs..had some kinda meeting with my gang of peeps today..alvin,henry,WJ,Nat..yeah....to discuss abt some not so confidential stuff..cause quite alotta peeps noe le..lol....i wish we can have some financial help now..we need to take off~!!! haiz..nothing much to update le..gotta go sleep~!!! lova ya darhs...tk good care of urself~!!! *hUgs n KissEs*

Love Chechi
Kenneth

hee haw.....

2004-07-10T13:36:00.000+08:00

haiz..boring saturday..wish i had something to do..finally had my deferment done..phew..otherwise NS will be after me..hmm...well..nothing to update actually...just bumming ard..maybe tonight i have things to update...lol..arghs....boredom~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

2004-07-09T00:13:00.000+08:00

hoooooOoO....so happy today...had lessons till one today....then went to meet up with darhs at her sch ...hmm...then went to meet up with her friends at mac..got to noe a few ba...yea...kinda nice peeps...yea...i was blaming myself...cause i did something stupid yesterday..then was kinda cold to each other..then some how i think we broke the ice ba...so happy...can see her smile again...tts all i ever want now...her smile..her hugs ...her eyes...haiz...mesmerizing..then we went to bugis to get sumthing for someone~~haha...u owe me a ren qing arh tt someone...better know whu u arh~~haha..then we went to tt lim-kopi thingie..kinda fun la...talk talk talk...eat eat eat...whee..shiok..lol...tiramisu ...nice~~...then sent darhs home...kind of only..yeah..i am just so happy today...cause i saw my dearie..u guys just dunno how much i love her..yea..damn...my shin hurts...its bleeding..die...knock into some playgrd thingie..haiz...Qi....iam sorry..i wun do tt stupid thing again...cause i never wanna hurt u like this again..i love u...yea...LOVE...say too many times i think u sians...wo ai ni~~!!!

Love Lyn
Kenneth

Happy FIrst Month Darhs~~!!!

2004-07-07T23:21:00.000+08:00

yea..today is our first mth together...love her so much..but i did something real dumb today....i shant talk abt it either..lol...well...kinda boring day actually...sians..next week alot of test coming up alrready..wat to do~~!!!sians..haha..till now...just one worry still hangs one my mind now..yea..its abt u darhs...whether..she will still be with me..after she goes to taiwan...iam just so confused..wat will i do..haiz...i hope it really never happens..sorry for the continous lamenting after yesterday's entry...haiz...somebody..tell me..wat to do..

Love Qi
Kenneth

2004-07-06T22:31:00.000+08:00

wooo....had a full day lesson today..kinda slept in one or two classes...canr take it ..too tiring...hmm..then after sch went to paisr ris MRT to meet up with darhs...haha...for tt short one hr..also song..haha...wat to do...yea. tmr is our one mth.....so happy..lol...but i kinda broke la..so...haiz..no fancy dinner or anything...lol...she sleep le...but b4 she slept...i was on the phone with her..then she blurterd out something to do with not coming back to s'pore after going to taiwan...her mum wants to migrate...my heart just simply went racing..alot of stuff went thru my mind...wat on earth am i gonna do...its not confirmed...but....wat if it really happens..can i make her stay ? i dunno...too many things going thru my head now..is tt going to be the end of my love for her...i wun be able to take it...i dunno...maybe i can....maybe...wat the fark~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
shit shit shit shit shit shit shit~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i cant imagine the scene...i cant...i dun want to..dun leave me...pls...dont...

2004-07-05T21:34:00.000+08:00

eeks...monday blues....hate to wake up for sch..but i have to...gotta brush up with my studies...haiz..so stressed..cant understand alotta stuff..arGggH..going mad..lucky i still have my darhs...went to look for her after sch today...sat at the sixth floor of her block...hmm...was very windy cause it was gonna rain..very comfortable..haha...hugged her ..wheee....so in love with her..haha...lol....ur heartbeat very fast also ma...say mine fast..lol...something's telling me...it might be u...the one for me all along ... no matter how unreasonable u may get.. or how bad u treat me ..hey...it doesnt matter ...cause iam just..simply in love with u..yes..love..i finally know what tt means..seems so strange and funny huh..haha...so hard to describe..how to get angry with her ? it just takes a look in her eyes and i melt..cant bear to scold her...which explains why i always nag at her..hahah.forgive me k ? lol ..i went to look for alvin after tt..talked to him awhile..well..its been a long time since we were talking again..too busy with lotsa stuff..well...i guess i need to re-organise my time..really need to balance my time well...haiz...so stressed...my mind is breaking down..arghGH~~ somebody save me....

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2004-07-03T18:17:00.000+08:00

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bbq~!

2004-07-03T15:33:00.000+08:00

ok..din have time to write yesterday...so iam like writing this now....yeah...had lessons till 1 yesterday...then iwent to look for alvin to sign a starhub line for him then bought a new phone..lol ..T630...so common nowadays...he's gonna lend me use ..wahah..for fun...lol..hmm then i went on to meet darhs at dhoby ghaut MRT....haha..then we headed to my hse where i took my stuff for bbq...yea..and she played GB on my com..lol..then we went to hougang mall to meet J.C....and he's like foever telling us abt his euro trip this euro trip tt....lol...like as if euro only he can go nia..yeah..then we headed on to wj's hse for BBQ ~!! wahaha...yeah..had loads of fun here n there..had a swim...and there was this freaking irritating security guard whu cant seem to tok courteously...when we were leaving..we quarrelled with him...and his superior was also a freaking useless old tart...he told his colleugue to call the police..well..like we could care less..we continued to quarrel with tt small ranking fucker until we realised we are making things difficult for wj..damn tt guy lor...then when we finally left i think the guards asked wj to the guard hse dunno do wat also..iam gonna smash tt guard into pulps i tell u..anyway...so bored today staying at home...supposed to go out with darhs...but i think she tired lah...haiz...so i guess its either mon or wed liao lor....haiz...nvm...maybe some own time for us once in awhile is better ..haha...make me miss her more ? lol..guess she's sleeping now...rest well darhs...see ya~

Love Lyn
Kenneth

2004-06-30T19:43:00.000+08:00

yeah....i love today's lesson's...no notes or watsoever to bring....just go sch n relac one corner....lol....after sch went to meet my darhs ~! haha ..as usual lah...no other programs except for tt..lolthen we went to suntec to buy some stuff for the bbq on friday...haha..lol...kope alot of free cheese for my darhs ..hahha..lol..actually alot of details to write de lah...but iam kinda lazy to think so much...so damn freaking sleepy...n not to mention hungry..haiz..tmr wun get to see my darhs...i will only see her on friday...so excited ~!!! hahaha....i just love my darhs...i just have the feeling tt iam falling deeper in love with her each day...hahha...i cant find a second one like her~!!!!! one n only super limited edition...iam gonna treasure my little lyn so much..(",) love u darhs~!!!!

Loves Lyn
Kenneth

i love lyn~!

2004-06-28T21:12:00.000+08:00

waaaahhahahaa...wee...super happy today..kinda slacky lesson for me today...but as usual lah...got tt stupid indian lecturer Dr. Bhuvnesh lesson...english pro..if i have him as oral examiner..everyone will fail according to his standard....lol..after my morning lesson went to find my darhs lor..(as usual..dun see can die lor)hmm...she bought cottage pies for me..haha..damn nice..maybe cause i hungry also ba.but i caused her to be broke...so guilty can ?..hmm...then had a real close call with meeting her folks....lol...phew....i like hurreid down the stairs..dun wanna get darhs into trouble...hmm...then iwas so happy today.i love edwin man...gave me a way to return home early...and damn...i forgot to call him..suppose to play bball with him...hope he forgives me..wee...when i reached home my water suppy was cut off..dots ..cannot bathe..then when my dad came back he realised some prankster turned the knob outside...tts y ..arse..gonna kill tt guy if i see him...caused me a few hours of discomfort(actually 15 mins nia lah...haha) hmm..then pang seh my parents for dinner again..yeah..then called my darhs to talk..hahaha..dunno why but i felt super super n i really mean SUPER kee siao..haha..and i made her feel so irritated ..wahaaha..say i boring over the phone some more lah~~ now i mad abit u also complain..dots..haha..and iam gonna call her lyn from now on~!!! wahaha..no one else can call her tt ok..or i'll come after u with model a 4778-A chain saw with added shredding capabilities to make sure u die a slow painful death..lol..(if u really believed i memorised chain saw models..pls...go crack open ur brains n check if theres anything inside)hmm...haha..then..ermm....then...alot of things happen lah..aiyoh..having my dinner now u noe ? dun kajiao can ? lazy to type lah...lol..tts all lah actually ...hahha...see ya...

Love Lyn
Kenneth

sianzation~

2004-06-27T20:03:00.000+08:00

liew...gotta say..today is the most boring day..went to church in the morning...then had lunch at some place at cross street...well they make nice chicken i must say..then...went back home....stupid cousin never do homework for one mth come my hse pia..then keep using my com...say got impt things to do..dammit lor..haiz...now i finally have a chance to use the com better write my blog first...haha...haiz..so sian never got to see my darhs today...miss her so much lor...then henry so kanjiong abt meichin...pls lah yandao...the more u kanjiong the more she might avoid u lor...later she tot u pervert or sumthing man..well..take it slow...she might just happen to have her phone away lor..then forgot to on it ya noe..so stop thinking negative ya ? man..lotsa stuff going thru my mind abt tmr..iam kinda stressed abt sum things..btu i cant say it out...dunno wat the heck is wrong with me...man..i think tts all for today...see ya..

Love Qi
Kenneth

SAnd City~!!

2004-06-27T00:50:00.000+08:00

wahaha..so fun today sia..went to meet my darhs..kien hwee and the rest of the YA's to go lagoon together....then we learned how to make the sand castles...super fun lo i tell u..i was so engrossed making it during the trial peroid i decided to skip lunch..hahah....but was forced to move for lunch later on..so sads...haha...haiz...to day kien hwee not feeling at her best...wanted me to buy liquor for her..so i went to buy lor...wanted darhs to come with me...so i asked her a few times lor...then she like kinda shouted at me...was so hurt...but i chose to ignore it...then pullled kien hwee to the 7-11....when icame back...she like damn sads...she thought i angry ba..but i was not...she went to the break waters rock and sat there..she kept very very quiet...and seriously ignored me....i was so lost at wat to do..i suxed at consoling ppl..i really din noe wat to do...until nat n the others came..haiz...then she broke down...i felt so...angry with myself...so useless..but it hurts me so..to see her cry..was tormentous..anyway...its ok now...i hope i'll never have tt in our life again..haiz..had loads of gooodies for dinner...shiok~!!. then we went home lor...freaking cabs...didnt want to fetch us till it reached midnight...one paticular cab purposely changed its sign to busy infront of us....bloddy hell...i got its number down...and iam gona hunt him down..hes so dead i tell u..darhs...iam not going to see u for so many days...iam so lost...reall really gonna miss u....call me when u free k ? and good luck for ur mid years~!! love u so much dearie..

Love Qi
Kenneth

2004-06-24T22:58:00.000+08:00

hey hEy~ woohoOo..haha....kinda mad today...especially after attending my stupid indian lecturer's lecture..its so irritating~! his english suxs big time..he pronounces measure as meeshure n source as sauce..and his ever popular phrase..can u all listen me ? ( can u all hear me ) wtf lor~! iam so pissed trying to understand his english..where got time to go n understand the lecture ? die...this subject i can only depend on my tutorial teacher liao...haha...well..but i like my caucasian teacher though...always releases me earlier than usual..this time half an hour earlier..shiok~~~..then i could meet my darhs earlier. at parkway~.haaha..she looks so cute in jeans..haha..though i told her she looks like ah ma ....hhaha..aiyo..where got ah ma wear jeans de silly ger..u look nice lah...really...*croSses heaRt* dun think too much abt today k ? like i said...u still have me right ? i will not suffer de..haha..cause u treat me welll too..wahaha...so happy today....so long never had her so close to me le..the bus ride so long ..but i was in heaven..haha...whu cares abt getting home late n getting a scolding again if she could stay be my side...and also i forgot....*braodcaSts Over RadIO* KENNETH LEONG LOVES NG CHECHI ~!!! kemuahahahaaha....i want the whole wide world to noe~!!!! hahaha...love u darhs..see u on saturday yeah ?

Loves Qi
Kenneth

woOo~

2004-06-23T18:44:00.000+08:00

hee.....today damn happy...my sch hours rock today man....9 to 1...then i went down to CDC to look for henry annette Wj n darhs~! <--(main aim) hmmm..dunno wat lah...i just feel so happy seeing her..wahahha...itss so nice to have her in my arms again..haha..and tt farni herbal smell in her hair..haha..herbal essence..lol...haiz...she dun want me to see her home today...say tmr then see her off..lol..tmr i also maybe not free..must see first..lol..love u so much...everytime i see her i feel so estatic..haha..amazed by everything she does..haha..kk..stop here..leaving CDC now...gonna have dinner with wj nat n henry ..love u soOo mUch~~~~

Love Qi
Kenneth

2004-06-22T21:51:00.000+08:00

well..today...dunno wat to say also..woke up super early today ..then rush to the bus stop at 6.30..then super sians...slept in class lor..wasnt planning to do tt in poly life..but guess i couldnt control it...too tired..dots...today my darhs played a joke on me sia..dunno wats was tt abt lah...was a little pissed tt she played this kinda joke on me..but..wat to do..she my darhs..cant bear to scold her also..love her too much..then went home..and i discovered i couldnt contact her...then i went looking high n low for her..so worried.i really kanjiong sia..then read her blog..then realsied she wasnt feeling in the best of mood to tok to ppl...well...felt a little useless sumtimes..i cant seem to console her..or even make her happy..i try not to let her think of her unhappy past...i cant bear to see her sad or down...well...i must try to know her more...was really sad reading her blog..dunno why..haiz..miss her so much today..then tmr cannot see her again..sians~!!! k lah...gonna go play gb with her again le..update again tmr bah...

Loves Qi
Kenneth

2004-06-21T19:13:00.000+08:00

hmmm...new day at new sch...not very excited leh...dunno why. the time taken for me to travel there is already enuff to kill me liao lor. dots. but..has its advantages as well...cause its nearer to darhs home~! wahahah....can look for her when iam free or after sch ~! WeeeE~~. lol..went with edwin to sch today lor...haha. first day of sch late liao..whu can win me ?!?!? then went for lessons then was break time...had western food at design sch..hmm..cheap n good...not bad not bad..tmr will go try out the food at other schs..haha. kinda food freak..but just simply cant grow a little fatter..why man...then when i have a little more weight..i just cant seem to maintain it..crap right...hmmm..after lunch went to pasir ris to look for my darhs...ahaaha...majiam majiam only.. wanna take book go staircase study...in the end only go there peel off the paint on the walls..only see u for less then an hour nia leh..then wanna chase me off liao..so sians u noe...wanna spend time with u more also cannot...nvm..haha..at least i got to see u...never see u one day can die u noe..all thoughts and no see is enuff to wreck my entire day..no mood to watch tv..play.or study...lol..abit pervertic hor.but no..iam just sooOoOoo much in love with her..wahaahaa....(ooooOOoh...Cold~)haha...did i mention her room very interesting ? she studies pressure points of humans ok....u noe the model with lots of dots indicating the various points u see at chinese medical halls ? she has tt at home~!! wahahaha..amazing hor ...din noe she so much into chinese culture...lol...hahah..k lah...so fUn...gonna go play GB with my darhs now..doIng dOinG~~*bOunCeS off*

Yours Whatever
Kenneth

sad or happy ? dunno.....

2004-06-20T16:41:00.000+08:00

well..todays kinda like a sucky day for me..well..only in the afternoon i guess..the night b4 was beautiful...but it turns out tt i had to pay a price for it i guess...sians..sent Alvin off at the airport today..and he like told his mum abt me n darhs..Wj n nat too....dots...like meet the parents session..he looks very stressed..but he's just putting up a front by smiling..hope he comes back soon enuff..havent been toking to him much lately...hope he doesnt blame me...after he left we went to BK for..erm..lunchfast ? lol..supposed to have prata lah...but i guess tt person had more impt things to attend to during the night..haha...not blaming u Wj..just felt like writing it down..hehe..well..i had my fair share of things to attend to yesterday night anyway..heee..well..my darhs will noe..(eckhem...dun think dirty pls...)then we headed down to parkway for a pool session...everything fine until i saw something i dun think i like to see...made me feel super uncomfortable..maybe they were already tt close b4 i was a chapter of her life..or maybe i was just being sensitive..i trust her alot..but i just hated tt other party's action..din he noe i was there ? or was he trying to prove to me he can entertain her better than i do ?..wth..i dunno..very confused n sad now..darhs lost her purse..dun cry k ? its gonna be okay..maybe it was partly my fault tt i made u feel down too and caused u to lose ur purse..forgive me if i really did tt..i noe i have been saying sorry so many times..bluffed u a few times..and made u real sad..from the bottom of my heart..sorry for the last time..and i promise never to make u sad again k ? I Love You...call me when u free k ?

With Lotsa Love
Kenneth

(p.s -- tks for the blog u made for me..i will rememeber to update it everyday ~!)

`princess + prince * -lives happily after- [ i lurve ya sooo Much ]

2004-06-18T18:54:00.000+08:00

darhs !! ahahas . i spend like 2 hrs tryin to edit here n dere . n finally..!! hope ya love it. ahahaahs .(= i dunno hw to start off creatin ur 1st entry. heez. i'm superr glad n happy dat i've found someone who loves me like crazy. even though u carn get my 1st kiss. heees. too bad lars. but i really wanna let u know dat i really loveee u so much. ahahas. i hope we r gonna last till da rest of our life.. getting married n stuff. even if we carn we will be best frens. ahahahs. (= its great dat God bought us together. hahahas. i love being in ur arms even though da weather is hot n stuff? ahahas. da warmth u bought to me carn be compared to what others bought to me. ahahas. i lurve ya sooo much.. (= take lotsa care of my blog n urself.. =)
LotS of lurvE..
-qiqi-